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every story has 'three' sides not two. My side of the story, your side of the story, and the side of the truth.

After watching your video rhat I came across few years ago made me realise,that Im bipolar. At first my doctor wouldn't belive me,but she decided to send me for evaluation to psychiatrist. This is when I got diagnosis of bipolar 1 disorder. Before that I never knew that there was something like bipolar disorder. But the way you described it,made me realise I experience exactly the same❤

Thank you ❤ I was diagnosed today and I'm glad I have a real answer to what I was feeling so I can get better!!

My label is schizoaffective. Im now 60 yrs old n it took 2 back to back hospitalizations..2nd lasted 9 months in hospital..i was at my lowest of not being free n stable..i had to lose my car, finances, pets, freedom, material, apt, mind, health, job..it led me to take responsibility for my mental health wellness cuz noone will but me n ive bin out of hospital for almost 2 yrs...i research mental health almost daily..n have incorporated spiritual practices that help my well-being as well as other like my meds allow me to manage my symptoms better. I'm inspired by your story. I saw movie saying the broken make true leaders.

I like how you told your story Julie. It's hard to recollect all the information. You did ok

Mute the music.. it's beyond irritating

I was diagnosed with cyclothymia but I suspect bipolar 2.Im currently suicidal

thank you i needed this

I'am half way through. Can hardly wait to hear the rest of your story... P.S. I loved you art picture...

How do you deal with the recurring depressive lows and full time work please? I cycle every month. Treatment has taken away the hypomania but not the depression

A beautiful woman with a beautiful message!

I was moved to tears and feel so frustrated over my inability to help a loved one who is resistant to trying treatment again and/or new medications that have been developed. I applaud your willingness to drop your arrogance and finally admit that you are not perfect and that the mask you wore did not change your life for the better. I am so happy for you now and I pray and hope I will one day say the say for my loved one. This video will be forwarded to anyone I know who still is close minded about bipolar and how it affects the person with it as much as those in that person's life, especially when fear takes over. Fear is a really tough hurdle to get over and this world needs more open-minded people who can put their fears aside, drop their pride, arrogance, and truly see with love and understanding.

thanks forsharing your story

Wonderful that you opened up and were vulnerable in sharing your story. Bless you for that. I too share my bipolar journey so I appreciate you very much.

Thank you for sharing.Very useful to explain to ones family or loved ones whats going on.Very brave of you.

You are amazing! I appreciate the raw footage you provided.

I am grateful to say that I am a born again Christian and have been since I was 19.......the reason we have diseases suicide and depression in this world is because of the lies of Satan and the fact that he knows his time is short and he wants nothing more than to kill steal and destroy! He first of all wants to kill by driving your depression to the point of making you think that you are worthless your life has no meaning and you more worth dead than alive! That is not true! It’s all a lie! Your life has much meaning and really based on one thing will you come to know Christ as your savior? Satan then wants to steal your joy if you are a Christian and belong to Jesus he would love nothing more than to try and steal all that Joy away from you and make you regret that you ever got saved! However if you are not a Christian and don’t belong to Christ then it’s only of him stealing away all hope from you and dragging you straight to the pit of Hell where he will one day be cast forever and ever! Finally he wants to destroy you by causing you to have addictions whether that be pain killers drugs alcohol etc he would love to have you so addicted that it all ultimately ends up ruining and destroying your character your personalities and your entire life! folks when it all boils down to it what ultimately in the first place ends up killing stealing and destroying you is that if you don’t know Christ as your savior then it burdens my soul to think that you are headed for a terrible place of eternal death eternal robbery and eternal destruction called Hell where the Bible says the fire is never quenched and the worm dies not! Folks you are not promised tomorrow! If you want to know how to be saved from this horrible reality then please by all means don’t hesitate to comment right back so I can lead you to the savior! 2 Corinthians 6:2 clearly states “now is the time of God’s favor, now is the day of salvation!” And Hebrews 3:15 clearly states, “Today if you hear his voice don’t harden your hearts! it is not me but the Holy Spirit that I pray reveals to you the truth of his precious gospel......John 3:16 says for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes on him will not perish but have everlasting life! V 17 says then V 18 says whoever believes on the son is not condemned but whoever does not believe on the son is condemned already because he has not believed on the son whom God has sent! Also Acts 16:30-31 what must I do to be saved? And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house I am not threatening anyone but just warning them what will happen if they reject this precious gift of eternal life! Christ died a horrible criminals death! He was beaten brutally mocked spit upon and endured countless hours of torture pain for all of our sins! Ppl go to hell because they reject that pardon for their sins! And Jesus is saying to them in Matthew 25:41 depart from me you cursed into everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels! Hell was only prepared for Satan and his angels! It is not God who threatens anyone it is the craziness of rejecting the free pardon of salvation! It’s like if you’re in court you’ve committed a crime say you murdered someone! Now if you say to that Judge hey I know I’ve done a terrible thing of murdering that person but I hear you’re a good judge and so I know you’ll be fair to me...... the judge is going to reply well yes you’re right about one thing I am a good judge and because I’m a good judge I’m going to see to it that you’re punished and that justice is served! Well then all of a sudden someone you don’t even know comes forward and says you know what I know he’s committed the crime he’s committed and he deserves to go to jail but I really don’t want to see him go to prison so I’ll just go to prison for him so he can go free! So if you accepted that offer you’d be free to leave the courtroom but if you didn’t well you’d be crazy and go to prison yourself! Well that’s exactly how it was 2,000 years ago! He is God in human flesh and he came to this earth lived a perfect sinless life and even though he knew that we had sinned and because of our sins deserved to die miserably but he said no I don’t want to see them suffer so I will go and take their punishment for them! Even though he did absolutely nothing wrong still he chose to take the punishment for our sins so we can be set free from the power bondages and consequences of our disobedience to God! Romans 5:8 says For God commends his love toward us that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us! 1 John 2:2 says he was made to be the propitiation for our sins! And not just for our sins but the sins of the whole world! 2 Corinthians 5:21 He who knew no sin became Sin for us that we would be made his righteousness! The truth is if you had to get to Heaven by your own effort then you cannot do it! Because Romans 3:10 says there is not one that does good! No Not One! Romans 3:23 says For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God! Romans 6:23 says For the wages of sin is death! But the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our lord! But the good news is Romans 10:9 If we confess with our mouth and believes in our hearts that Christ died for our sins then was raised from the dead we will be saved! V 10 For it’s with the heart we believe and it’s with the mouth confession is made unto salvation! God gave us 10 commandments to follow and we’ve broken every one of them! And because God is a good God he cannot allow our disobedience to him to go unpunished! Well then like I just mentioned above his son Jesus stepped forward and said no I don’t want to see them punished so I will take their punishment for them! And also like I said he died a terrible substitute criminal’s death for us on a cross so now all we have to do is accept that payment for our sins and we can escape the terrible wrath of God that is to fall on them who do not accept this atonement that was sacrificed for our sins! Praise the lord Romans 10:13 says Whoever calls on the name of the lord shall be saved! And 1 Peter 1:4 you’re an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you! Christ clearly said in John 14:6 I am the way the truth and the life and no one comes to the father but through me! Acts 4:12 clearly states that there is no other name given unto Heaven or earth by which we must be saved as there is salvation in no other! Jesus clearly states that there is clearly only one way to Salvation and it’s him that’s it! There is no other way! God Bless everyone who reads!

God right now I lift up all those who are perhaps ill depressed filled with anxiety or even suicidal lord I plead with you right now to please deliver them from the evil one who is out to kill steal and destroy! Lord please right now send them whatever Godly counseling you will use to rescue their lives and may your word be their sword as Ephesians 6:11-12 says to put on the whole armor of God so that you might be able to resist the wiles of Satan! For we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places! I also lift up everyone else who is reading this and lord I pray in Jesus Name that if there is anyone who doesn’t know you or is troubled about their souls reading this then by all means please allow this comment to enlighten their path to draw them to yourself and gloriously be saved from that horrible eternal place called Hell lord that’s my prayer and that’s my hope! I pray that Satan will be completely banned from this comment right now in Jesus Name and Satan only by the authority of Jesus Christ and his word which I stand upon you are completely banned from this comment! I don’t care whether you like it or not I am praying for the lost to get saved and am seeking to completely set fire to your harvest Mr.! you are nothing but a Liar with a capital L the father of Lies!!!!! A cheater! A deceiver! A joker! A murderer! A thief! A stalker! A depressant! And most of all a father of lies low down yellow dog loooooooser! And there's absolutely nothing you're going to say or do that's going to change your future whatsoever! you are going to be cast into the lake of fire where you're going to burn forever and ever and whether you like it or not we are all gods children and praise be to God we won't be joining you......... So in Jesus name I demand and insist that you back away from us entirely leave us all alone get thee behind Jesus and don't come back you hear me? Don't come back ever and in Jesus name be gone forever your father of lies loser! Because you're going to hell! Repeat you're going to hell! And your time is short! Lord again please just reach out to the lost folks that read this comment! Lord if anyone is troubled about their souls then please I beg you may they waste no time commenting back to me so I can show them how to come to know the precious sweet savior Jesus who made it possible to escape the wrath to come! God time is running out and ppl need to respond to the Gospel quickly before it is too late! If Jesus would forsake the 99 sheep go outta his way to still try to save the one remaining lost lamb then can you please use me to reach out to the remaining lost lambs! Also please be with Ray Comfort Kirk Cameron and all those street preaching and sharing your word and the gospel during these darkening days lord I want nothing more than to see your wonderful precious and holy name most high and glorified whatever that takes! Lord as your children everyday I ask that you please fill our hearts with much patience grace wisdom strength and obedience to accomplish your perfect will and as we as your children through these dark days seek the bright light of your face May we daily much exalt magnify and glorify high and lift up the king of kings and the Lord of lords much to the fullest extent in all we say and do lord that's my prayer and that's my hope! Lord everyday I call on Jehovah Shalom who is our wonderful precious and blessed prince of peace to please just surround comfort shower and pour out all on the ones with diseases depressed or perhaps suicidal the shallomness of your peace that surpasses all understanding and may your powerful sweet and precious rich extra helping hand of grace be much helpful and sufficient for them to pull through all their faced with and your word tells us in Deuteronomy 31:6, Deuteronomy 31:8, Joshua 1:5, 1 Kings 8:57, 1 Chronicles 28:20, Psalm 37:28, Psalm 94:14, Isaiah 41:17, Isaiah 42:16, and Hebrews 13:5 that you will never leave nor forsake us! So please just fill their minds with these precious promises that they are never alone but you are always right there beside them every second of 24/7! And there is hope for them! Please lord again use us and strengthen us to win the lost to you! As always God in the good times you are worthy to be praised and we're going to give you all the glory with thanksgiving in our hearts for you giving us all things to enjoy and in the bad times we're still going to do just the same lord because you are Jehovah Jireh our provider Jehovah Nissi our banner Jehovah Ropheka our healer and the perfect physician Dr. Jesus Christ Jehovah Shalom our wonderful and blessed prince of peace! And the God who comforts us in all of our afflictions! You are the alpha the omega the beginning and the end! The first and the last are you! The absolute timeless God the eternal God the infinite God the Holy God the righteous God the beautiful God the Rose of Sharon the buckler the captain of our soul the dayspring from on high the daystar the bright and morning star the lily of the valley the light of the world! Lord thank you so much for your death on the cross for our sins! Romans 5:8 says God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. And also John 3:16-17 says For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life! For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. Yes lord you are worthy of all our praise worship and adoration! Thank you for your unfailing love toward us and for saving our souls from the pits of Hell! And Lord no matter how fiery our trials can become lord just giving you all the praise and thanksgiving will cause us to become overcomers and more than conquerors! And as always no matter how painful or even unbearable our temporary sufferings can become still Romans 8:18 paints just the perfect picture of just how small and temporary our troubles are compared to eternity as it states that our present sufferings are not worthy to be compared to the glory that shall be revealed in us! And I also know that 1st Thessalonians 4:16-18 day is coming For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. Wherefore comfort one another with these words. Also 1 Corinthians 15:51-52 tells us that Behold, I shew you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trump: for the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed. And also Revelation 21:4 day is near and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes and there shall be no more crying death sorrow neither shall there be any more pain for all the former things have passed away and all things are new! What a day that will be! When my Jesus I shall see! When I look upon his face! The one who saved me by his grace! When he takes me by the hand and leads me to the promised land! What a day! Glorious day! That will be! Just a few more weary days and then I'll fly away! To that place where Joy shall never end! I'll fly away! I'll fly away oh glory! I'll fly away in the morning! When I die hallelujah by and by! I'll fly away! By and by when the morning comes! When the saints of God are gathered home we will tell the story of how we've overcome! And we'll understand it better by and by! Sing the wondrous love of Jesus! Sing his mercy and his grace! In the mansions bright and blessed! He'll prepare for us a place! When we all get to heaven what a day of rejoicing that will be! When we all see Jesus! We'll sing and shout the victory! O victory in Jesus! My savior forever! He sought me! And bought me! With his redeeming blood! He loved me ere I knew him! And all my love is due him! He plunged me to victory! Beneath the cleansing flood! And as Titus 2:13 puts it we are waiting for that blessed hope of the glorious appearing of our lord and savior Jesus Christ! I'm kinda homesick for a country to which I've never been before! No sad good byes will there be spoken! And time won't matter anymore! Beluah Land I'm longing for you and someday on thee I'll stand where my home shall be eternal! Beluah Land Sweet Beluah Land!!!! Yes lord what a wonderful beautiful glorious and victorious morning that still lies ahead for all of us who belong to you and are called according to your purpose! Forever all our pain will be forever forgotten ousted and vanished in the presence of our lord and savior Jesus Christ! Yes lord please use these reminders to set all of our minds on things above and not things down here! and finally when all is said and done please just multiply and pour out all on our days ahead with much smiles satisfaction and laughter unimaginable sunshiny happy days and Joy unspeakable! Also please fill each of our cup till it overflows! Finally please just remind us we as brothers and sisters Will be in much prayer for each other love one another dearly and will never give up on one another as long as it takes and I pray all this in his precious and holy name amen.......:-)

I am grateful to say that I am a born again Christian and have been since I was 19.......the reason we have diseases suicide and depression in this world is because of the lies of Satan and the fact that he knows his time is short and he wants nothing more than to kill steal and destroy! He first of all wants to kill by driving your depression to the point of making you think that you are worthless your life has no meaning and you more worth dead than alive! That is not true! It’s all a lie! Your life has much meaning and really based on one thing will you come to know Christ as your savior? Satan then wants to steal your joy if you are a Christian and belong to Jesus he would love nothing more than to try and steal all that Joy away from you and make you regret that you ever got saved! However if you are not a Christian and don’t belong to Christ then it’s only of him stealing away all hope from you and dragging you straight to the pit of Hell where he will one day be cast forever and ever! Finally he wants to destroy you by causing you to have addictions whether that be pain killers drugs alcohol etc he would love to have you so addicted that it all ultimately ends up ruining and destroying your character your personalities and your entire life! folks when it all boils down to it what ultimately in the first place ends up killing stealing and destroying you is that if you don’t know Christ as your savior then it burdens my soul to think that you are headed for a terrible place of eternal death eternal robbery and eternal destruction called Hell where the Bible says the fire is never quenched and the worm dies not! Folks you are not promised tomorrow! If you want to know how to be saved from this horrible reality then please by all means don’t hesitate to comment right back so I can lead you to the savior! 2 Corinthians 6:2 clearly states “now is the time of God’s favor, now is the day of salvation!” And Hebrews 3:15 clearly states, “Today if you hear his voice don’t harden your hearts! it is not me but the Holy Spirit that I pray reveals to you the truth of his precious gospel......John 3:16 says for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that whoever believes on him will not perish but have everlasting life! V 17 says then V 18 says whoever believes on the son is not condemned but whoever does not believe on the son is condemned already because he has not believed on the son whom God has sent! Also Acts 16:30-31 what must I do to be saved? And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house I am not threatening anyone but just warning them what will happen if they reject this precious gift of eternal life! Christ died a horrible criminals death! He was beaten brutally mocked spit upon and endured countless hours of torture pain for all of our sins! Ppl go to hell because they reject that pardon for their sins! And Jesus is saying to them in Matthew 25:41 depart from me you cursed into everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels! Hell was only prepared for Satan and his angels! It is not God who threatens anyone it is the craziness of rejecting the free pardon of salvation! It’s like if you’re in court you’ve committed a crime say you murdered someone! Now if you say to that Judge hey I know I’ve done a terrible thing of murdering that person but I hear you’re a good judge and so I know you’ll be fair to me...... the judge is going to reply well yes you’re right about one thing I am a good judge and because I’m a good judge I’m going to see to it that you’re punished and that justice is served! Well then all of a sudden someone you don’t even know comes forward and says you know what I know he’s committed the crime he’s committed and he deserves to go to jail but I really don’t want to see him go to prison so I’ll just go to prison for him so he can go free! So if you accepted that offer you’d be free to leave the courtroom but if you didn’t well you’d be crazy and go to prison yourself! Well that’s exactly how it was 2,000 years ago! He is God in human flesh and he came to this earth lived a perfect sinless life and even though he knew that we had sinned and because of our sins deserved to die miserably but he said no I don’t want to see them suffer so I will go and take their punishment for them! Even though he did absolutely nothing wrong still he chose to take the punishment for our sins so we can be set free from the power bondages and consequences of our disobedience to God! Romans 5:8 says For God commends his love toward us that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us! 1 John 2:2 says he was made to be the propitiation for our sins! And not just for our sins but the sins of the whole world! 2 Corinthians 5:21 He who knew no sin became Sin for us that we would be made his righteousness! The truth is if you had to get to Heaven by your own effort then you cannot do it! Because Romans 3:10 says there is not one that does good! No Not One! Romans 3:23 says For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God! Romans 6:23 says For the wages of sin is death! But the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our lord! But the good news is Romans 10:9 If we confess with our mouth and believes in our hearts that Christ died for our sins then was raised from the dead we will be saved! V 10 For it’s with the heart we believe and it’s with the mouth confession is made unto salvation! God gave us 10 commandments to follow and we’ve broken every one of them! And because God is a good God he cannot allow our disobedience to him to go unpunished! Well then like I just mentioned above his son Jesus stepped forward and said no I don’t want to see them punished so I will take their punishment for them! And also like I said he died a terrible substitute criminal’s death for us on a cross so now all we have to do is accept that payment for our sins and we can escape the terrible wrath of God that is to fall on them who do not accept this atonement that was sacrificed for our sins! Praise the lord Romans 10:13 says Whoever calls on the name of the lord shall be saved! And 1 Peter 1:4 you’re an inheritance incorruptible, and undefiled, and that fadeth not away, reserved in heaven for you! Christ clearly said in John 14:6 I am the way the truth and the life and no one comes to the father but through me! Acts 4:12 clearly states that there is no other name given unto Heaven or earth by which we must be saved as there is salvation in no other! Jesus clearly states that there is clearly only one way to Salvation and it’s him that’s it! There is no other way! God Bless everyone who reads!

God right now I lift up all those who are perhaps ill depressed filled with anxiety or even suicidal lord I plead with you right now to please deliver them from the evil one who is out to kill steal and destroy! Lord please right now send them whatever Godly counseling you will use to rescue their lives and may your word be their sword as Ephesians 6:11-12 says to put on the whole armor of God so that you might be able to resist the wiles of Satan! For we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places! I also lift up everyone else who is reading this and lord I pray in Jesus Name that if there is anyone who doesn’t know you or is troubled about their souls reading this then by all means please allow this comment to enlighten their path to draw them to yourself and gloriously be saved from that horrible eternal place called Hell lord that’s my prayer and that’s my hope! I pray that Satan will be completely banned from this comment right now in Jesus Name and Satan only by the authority of Jesus Christ and his word which I stand upon you are completely banned from this comment! I don’t care whether you like it or not I am praying for the lost to get saved and am seeking to completely set fire to your harvest Mr.! you are nothing but a Liar with a capital L the father of Lies!!!!! A cheater! A deceiver! A joker! A murderer! A thief! A stalker! A depressant! And most of all a father of lies low down yellow dog loooooooser! And there's absolutely nothing you're going to say or do that's going to change your future whatsoever! you are going to be cast into the lake of fire where you're going to burn forever and ever and whether you like it or not we are all gods children and praise be to God we won't be joining you......... So in Jesus name I demand and insist that you back away from us entirely leave us all alone get thee behind Jesus and don't come back you hear me? Don't come back ever and in Jesus name be gone forever your father of lies loser! Because you're going to hell! Repeat you're going to hell! And your time is short! Lord again please just reach out to the lost folks that read this comment! Lord if anyone is troubled about their souls then please I beg you may they waste no time commenting back to me so I can show them how to come to know the precious sweet savior Jesus who made it possible to escape the wrath to come! God time is running out and ppl need to respond to the Gospel quickly before it is too late! If Jesus would forsake the 99 sheep go outta his way to still try to save the one remaining lost lamb then can you please use me to reach out to the remaining lost lambs! Also please be with Ray Comfort Kirk Cameron and all those street preaching and sharing your word and the gospel during these darkening days lord I want nothing more than to see your wonderful precious and holy name most high and glorified whatever that takes! Lord as your children everyday I ask that you please fill our hearts with much patience grace wisdom strength and obedience to accomplish your perfect will and as we as your children through these dark days seek the bright light of your face May we daily much exalt magnify and glorify high and lift up the king of kings and the Lord of lords much to the fullest extent in all we say and do lord that's my prayer and that's my hope! Lord everyday I call on Jehovah Shalom who is our wonderful precious and blessed prince of peace to please just surround comfort shower and pour out all on the ones with diseases depressed or perhaps suicidal the shallomness of your peace that surpasses all understanding and may your powerful sweet and precious rich extra helping hand of grace be much helpful and sufficient for them to pull through all their faced with and your word tells us in Deuteronomy 31:6, Deuteronomy 31:8, Joshua 1:5, 1 Kings 8:57, 1 Chronicles 28:20, Psalm 37:28, Psalm 94:14, Isaiah 41:17, Isaiah 42:16, and Hebrews 13:5 that you will never leave nor forsake us! So please just fill their minds with these precious promises that they are never alone but you are always right there beside them every second of 24/7! And there is hope for them! Please lord again use us and strengthen us to win the lost to you! As always God in the good times you are worthy to be praised and we're going to give you all the glory with thanksgiving in our hearts for you giving us all things to enjoy and in the bad times we're still going to do just the same lord because you are Jehovah Jireh our provider Jehovah Nissi our banner Jehovah Ropheka our healer and the perfect physician Dr. Jesus Christ Jehovah Shalom our wonderful and blessed prince of peace! And the God who comforts us in all of our afflictions! You are the alpha the omega the beginning and the end! The first and the last are you! The absolute timeless God the eternal God the infinite God the Holy God the righteous God the beautiful God the Rose of Sharon the buckler the captain of our soul the dayspring from on high the daystar the bright and morning star the lily of the valley the light of the world! Lord thank you so much for your death on the cross for our sins! Romans 5:8 says God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. And also John 3:16-17 says For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life! For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. Yes lord you are worthy of all our praise worship and adoration! Thank you for your unfailing love toward us and for saving our souls from the pits of Hell! And Lord no matter how fiery our trials can become lord just giving you all the praise and thanksgiving will cause us to become overcomers and more than conquerors! And as always no matter how painful or even unbearable our temporary sufferings can become still Romans 8:18 paints just the perfect picture of just how small and temporary our troubles are compared to eternity as it states that our present sufferings are not worthy to be compared to the glory that shall be revealed in us! And I also know that 1st Thessalonians 4:16-18 day is coming For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. Wherefore comfort one another with these words. Also 1 Corinthians 15:51-52 tells us that Behold, I shew you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trump: for the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed. And also Revelation 21:4 day is near and God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes and there shall be no more crying death sorrow neither shall there be any more pain for all the former things have passed away and all things are new! What a day that will be! When my Jesus I shall see! When I look upon his face! The one who saved me by his grace! When he takes me by the hand and leads me to the promised land! What a day! Glorious day! That will be! Just a few more weary days and then I'll fly away! To that place where Joy shall never end! I'll fly away! I'll fly away oh glory! I'll fly away in the morning! When I die hallelujah by and by! I'll fly away! By and by when the morning comes! When the saints of God are gathered home we will tell the story of how we've overcome! And we'll understand it better by and by! Sing the wondrous love of Jesus! Sing his mercy and his grace! In the mansions bright and blessed! He'll prepare for us a place! When we all get to heaven what a day of rejoicing that will be! When we all see Jesus! We'll sing and shout the victory! O victory in Jesus! My savior forever! He sought me! And bought me! With his redeeming blood! He loved me ere I knew him! And all my love is due him! He plunged me to victory! Beneath the cleansing flood! And as Titus 2:13 puts it we are waiting for that blessed hope of the glorious appearing of our lord and savior Jesus Christ! I'm kinda homesick for a country to which I've never been before! No sad good byes will there be spoken! And time won't matter anymore! Beluah Land I'm longing for you and someday on thee I'll stand where my home shall be eternal! Beluah Land Sweet Beluah Land!!!! Yes lord what a wonderful beautiful glorious and victorious morning that still lies ahead for all of us who belong to you and are called according to your purpose! Forever all our pain will be forever forgotten ousted and vanished in the presence of our lord and savior Jesus Christ! Yes lord please use these reminders to set all of our minds on things above and not things down here! and finally when all is said and done please just multiply and pour out all on our days ahead with much smiles satisfaction and laughter unimaginable sunshiny happy days and Joy unspeakable! Also please fill each of our cup till it overflows! Finally please just remind us we as brothers and sisters Will be in much prayer for each other love one another dearly and will never give up on one another as long as it takes and I pray all this in his precious and holy name amen.......:-)

You have just described my life😢

Great video. I wish the music was lower though. It made it hard to hear you.

This is totally me! I have written stories that 3 days later I couldn’t imagine doing. I’m an artist and creativity and energy switch to depression and no motivation. When I’m manic I think I am normal and it will last. But it never does. I always drop. It’s like a roller coaster you can never get off of.❤❤❤ I have bipolar 2 also.

Tonight my sister-in-law, whom looks a lot like you believe it or not “snapped out of it” after being in bed for 60 days. Her husband whom she shares 4 kids with has been taking care of all of life’s duties. I just want you to know that I shared this video with her and our family in hopes that she stays on the up and up while she works through her many many many many problems that have come up due to her feelings of lack of self worth and manic episodes. I can tell that like my sister-in-law, you are a beautiful soul and I thank you for this incredible insight into your life because you are certainly not alone. Thank you 🙏

Hello everyone❤ Anyone in here ever had a really bad depressive episode when they had to check into a mental institution.. once they got there trying all the medications made you feel worse. Like felt like I was experiencing psychosis. No sure what it really means.. I felt like I was living in a Freddy Kruger movie.. everything was over stimulating.. felt like I was a spectator watching my entire life flash before me.. I wasn’t in the present! I felt even more dead and depressed! I be feeling confused.. my mind couldn’t stop raving I couldn’t turn the bad thoughts off it’s like I couldn’t control all the bad thoughts it scared me

I've been diagnosed with pd and I struggle a lot to accept it

Everything i do is a effort cleaning house. Washing my hair going out chores everything its difficult as iv allso suffer insomnia

Iv got bipolar 2. Adhd. Cptsd. I was married to a malignant narcissist which afected me with a other autoamun e disease he abused me badley beat me up i had a child i wont medicate exept for my thyroid . I cant cope with all the drugs was told buy scientist all the drugs they wanted me to take would cause dementia. so im drug free . But my life is crazy. I take saffron in boiled water which is a antidepreseant. I walk daily. I do yoga. I meditate. But do struggle daily.

Wow, your day back when you were unwell sounds just like what I have gone through. Seems unbelievable someone else felt the same. I was diagnosed last November after having 21 years of ups and downs and until I started some new meds, have been utterly exhausted by it. I've lost count of how many times i've had to pick myself up from depressive episodes. Was feeling like if this was going to be my life that I didnt know if I had the energy or will to do it anymore. Thank you for sharing your story, it definately helps. It gives me hope for the future. I hope this finds you well. 💜

Sadly I had a best friend who got so bad I became frightened to see them. A few years later we passed on the street and they didn’t recognise me and I kept walking. Moments later I broke down in tears. The kindness passers-by showed me still makes me cry, for my friend.

Thanks for sharing

My daughter has struggled with bipolar disorder for 20 years She is a brilliant beautiful person like you Julie. …and although her life is often difficult, she manages very well. She was diagnosed when she was 15 and medication has helped greatly .. although all the meds have side affects and every couple of years will need to be changed. I admire her greatly .. as I do you and everyone whose life is taken over by this very difficult illness.

Awful singing / music drowned out the lovely girls comments. Still good tho

Ok... but moving to a foreign country where you don't speak the language sounds a little manic. Did she leave her husband and daughter?

When I first got my diagnosis,I was relieved.I could now explain so many things that I hadn't been able to.

You sound extremely creative. So with creativity the mind needs a switch to turn on what you want to create. Some times the switch will not go on. And we sit in limbo and then go down waiting for that creative spark. Many Artist Musicians actors poets have bipolar mania. Some of there best work is done in the mania stage. Once the creative juices get going it's very hard to turn them off. Lost sleep racing thoughts irritability when we get distracted. It's real . And ok. Dyo t ever take bipolar person personally. They strive not to hurt anyone in the process but once we get a thought in our minds there is no stopping them and when others get in the way. That's when ugly comes out.

HI, I AM A CHILD OF GOD, and my identity is in JESUS CHRIST and not in my struggles. Although, I still struggle with time management, goal setting, mental triggers due to ambiguous grief and setting appropriate boundaries. My name is Rose. Throughout my entire life I have been dealing with multiple losses. Like, I already experienced pet-pal separation before my parents divorced, thus experiencing separation from my biological father (at the age of 3); and later, the tragic death of my grandmother - before my mother immediately got married to my step-dad (and we all lived with his adopted mother) by the time I turn nine years old. Sadly, this included moving away from my only best friend and changing schools at least 3 times before my grade 3 season ended. By then, I was so overwhelmed with having to adjust to all the fast-paced changes that I completely shut-down from verbal communication - which prevented me from making new relationships with my then peers. Unfortunately, I became an easy target for teasing and bullying. I had a female nemesis making sure I didn’t have any new girlfriends and a male neighbor/nemesis who would beat me up and torment me on the way home after school. I developed fears of speaking up in class knowing my peers would laugh and tease me if I got the answers wrong. I had insensitive teachers who would not correct them nor validate me. These were the known and shown reasons for my then mental insecurities and trust issues. Back at home, I had an emotionally/physically absent mother; she was a workaholic and a people pleaser. She hardly spent any time with me and I soon found myself jealous, when a female neighbor and peer from Girl Guides became the number one person who received my mother’s attention; because her own mother (the Girl Guide Leader and friend to my mother) had recently died. As I got closer to the age of 13, I also experienced the death of my great-grandmother (who was the anchor of our family, as she kept us going to church and my only adult person I could talk to), my other grandmother on my dad’s side also died and she too was close to me). There were other close family members and additional pet losses; but no adult ever checked-in on my feelings. By grade nine I had enough of my family’s lack of care and enough abuse from my peers that I spoke up and convinced the adults in my life that I needed to change schools - All of a sudden, I had a powerful voice that could change my circumstances. This new power led me to being estranged from my family. I started drinking at the age of 14. I first married at the age of 19. I became a mother at the age of 18, 30, and 33. My biological dad died at the age of 21. I later divorced at the age of 24. I lost all 3 of my children to the Ministry of Children Services at the age of 34: my firstborn was adopted by my parents, and my younger two were adopted out to a homosexual stranger. I remarried at the age of 36. I became a widow at the age of 43. I had a stroke and my first surgery at the age of 44. I remarried once again at the age of 48. AND I recently lost my firstborn child at the age of 49. I am currently 53 and now for the very first time I am learning what the word GRIEF truly means. Thankfully though I have a wonderful support team here in Kelowna with Celebrate Recovery, who encouraged me to cope with their Christian based 12 Step-program. And as I desperately sought counseling to understand my triggers, I was then introduced to Grief-share and here I am. Still, I give GOD ALL THE GLORY for IT has truly been GOD ALL along getting me through every loss and every life changing moment. I would not be here if I didn’t have my faith and trust in JESUS CHRIST. THANK YOU JESUS for letting me run to you, again and again, and again. HALLELUJAH!!!

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Having bipolar myself I relate to everyyy thinggg u said. You are not alone.❤❤❤❤❤

Nothing to be ashamed of

I have bipolar too.. God bless you all❤

Somehow I have been so badly raised that I am completely traumatized abused strangulated

In the years since thios video was made we have learned that SSRI drugs do little to no good whatsoever. No better than a placebo. Learn from Dr. Gabor Mate.

Great story, but background music is so annoying.

Thank you so much for sharing your experience, it really helps us 🌹

Ty😊

Wow this is me. Thanks for sharing its alot just for me to get up and go to work. I just wanna hide I can't wait to get home. Every single day it's just exhausting

I really appreciate the video that she made in the real true life videos I definitely am subscribing to her . I applaud you. And am very greatful you are strong enough to due your video as you were actually going through a cycle. I am bi polar 1 my name is ladonna.

Read Kay Jamison’s “ The Unquiet Mind” it’s a great read. Hope u r doing ok

I watched this with tears streaming down my face after a really shit day. Thank you. ❤